What I'm trying to learn

This year has not been going well for me. I had to move back to Monterey after getting laid off from a job in Tahoe, then taking a job here that I hated and getting fired from it, then quitting yet another job. I need to find some happiness and stability, career-wise. Money wise I'm not doing well and I've been fighting my bipolar illness. This week and last week have been especially bad. Getting a bad sinus infection didn't help. All I can think is, these challenges are helping to make me stronger, and when things get better, I'll appreciate those good things more. Right now, I just want to crawl under the covers. Hopefully soon I'll want to face the light of day as much as possible. At least I have good people in my life that I can count on and I'm grateful for that.